February 2010
in an upholding instant i swear i could fly, for a miniscule forgettable moment in time. for a second i almost felt that i was afloat in the air without raft unlike at sea upon boat. everything you’ve ever learned evaporating around us, giving ourselves the same cancer as inhaling dead dust. “don’t forget about me” you’ll request without feeling. i’ll do more...
alas we all have found ourselves in a state of...
we can’t scream from lack of oxygen in the darkest depths of space.
well who ever said we needed anything at all?
the sun has set three hours ago but i’m still almost shining in that light you’ve been radiating wonderfully- i almost feel your light on me. but yet everything i’m so near to is so far away. my own inventions are my own weaknesses, and very weak i’ve become. vulnerable. it doesn’t mean anything for anyone to say anything at any point, everything only melts into pools...
Watchsuch small hands- la dispute.
ten thousand leaves in one branch.
the hardest words you wrote in your book were written in the fluid from your wet wet eyes. entertaining thoughts of suicide and desiring the genocide of the race of which we claimed to have created. all of our realities become our dreams after we’ve swallowed the air from here. we’ve all called ourselves names we pretended we knew, but you’ve taken the final steps in stepping off...
“the springtime always, somehow, seems to show up after every winter.”
– anis mojgani.
good heavens, good god.
all at last my final pack of cigarettes is smashed and i watch the bits and pieces of tobacco fall flat. down the hallway there’s a bear who’s sings himself to sleep. his hibernation occupation isn’t hard to keep- you simply lay back, relax, forget of everything. learn to memorize your breaths despite of what they bring. your father and your mother and each child you’ve met...
tumblr is what gets me through first hour.
